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so long time no write as has been told to me by certian people within my circle... mostly just 2... I was reading over my older entries and I realized I say life is good alot and don't really go into detail alot so you know what? Life Is Great! in all honestly I am having a blast this summer... I am balls deep in work and having the time of my life... we started a Wednesday night poker game... the Jet Ski is in the water and another is going in tomorrow so if you wanna ride on them hit me up... unless you get motion sickness (BOO)... the truck is awesome! I gotta wash and wax it soon though... I think this summer can only get better... I've been keeping good company so that is definately a plus... I look forward to a few more beach runs be it with MU or home peeps... NH is gunna be off the hook.... talking with one of my rather close friends last night I voiced alot of things that have been on my mind... weakness, fears, thoughts, feelings, and yea for once I actually talked about my successes without fear of being reprimanded for self-centered arrogance... I think the saying that 3 or 4 close personal friends are worth more than a 1000 acquiantances is definately true... I am forever grateful to those who love me and are comfortable with me... with my trials and tribulations... with my successes and my failures... those who have been there to celebrate those sucesses with me and those who have been a shoulder to cry on or an ear to let me voice my billions of thoughts trapped in this rather large head... I am forever grateful to those who continually support me with the struggle that is dealing with what's tattoo'd on my right arm... I am forever grateful for the nudges and the confidence boosters, being told I am an amazing person from someone is something I usually brush off, but from certain folk I am eternally grateful for the recognition... even if I won't see one of the people I live everyday of my life for until the man upstairs decides my time is up... certain people's opinions of me are definately highly regarded... I have come a long way in life... I've come from unpopular, ugly, and dumb to fairly recognizable, decent looking and I can figure my fair share of things out... I've learned to excel in whatever I do whether it be as a desk receptionist or construction worker... everyone knows me as the guy who goes 110 all the time and then crashes at 1... alotta people know me as the guy who never sits down to smell the roses... I always have something going on... I guess sitting by myself is not high on the list... I get my relaxation in my car... my little peice of heaven in the world where no one can get me... I'm ranting... it's almost 1 am and thats where I crash remember?... I think it's time to crash out... I gota busy next few days... tomorrow I'm up at 8 to webster to pick up the lift for the new Jet Ski, then go get the Jet Ski, assemble the lift... put the jet ski in the water... prepare for 50 meat birds, get the meat birds... then Steve's graduation party and hopefully a lil SJ baseball... ok heres some song quotes I love... and that's the end...Please read um all... their Important to me...
"I don't regret nothing I've ever done, and at this point I don't owe no one an explanation..." ~Mase
"An Ol' G once told me that God's favorites have a hard time..."~50 cent
"I'm a man of the Lord but I still can't shake the devil..."~Jadakiss
"If I could start my life from scratch, if I could take away all the pain of the past, if I had another chance I'd do just that, I'd give anythin to go right back..."~The Game
"I tell you one lesson I learned
If you want to be something in life
You ain't gonna get it unless
You give a little bit of sacrifice
Sometimes before you smile you got to cry
You need a heart that's filled with music
If you use it you can fly
If you want to be high..."~the Roots
"I'm Good now, but the fact still remains that the struggle that I'm from's attached to my name..." ~Lloyd Banks
"Gotta Survive in this life thats been given to me, but it seems that the world keeps pressin on me, when I'm down I get by, just keep it real, gotta survive, gotta survive, gotta survive in this life thats been given to me, so I try and I try to be all I can be even when this world keeps pressin on me..." ~Mase
"Life is Beautiful... Life is a Struggle... Life is a Beautiful Struggle..."~Mos Def
My life has been a Struggle, It is shaping up Beautifully with the wonderful people around me.. I'm still struggling a little bit so their you go... already tested... Life is Great... I'm happy which unlike what I usually think under non sleep deprived and non deep thought circumstances is one of the most important things... I appreciate the help figuring that out... you know who you are... Leave the love if you felt this one or have something to say...I'm Out
~Redneck | 
